Freaking. The. Fuck. Out.

So, I got an interview spot with the Prosecutor's office today. I interview at 10:20 Friday morning.

And, I am freaking the fuck out.

There are 7 of us interviewing for 6 spots & there aren't any people on the interview list that I would consider a shoe-in or a total loss. We all have pretty solid shots to make this, but one of us isn't.

And, I really don't want the "loser" to be me. I really, really, really, really, really want this internship. I want to be a litigator & this internship lets you actually get into the courtroom & try trials while you're still in law school.

It's HUGE.

It would be THE gold star on my resume. (And, would look so nice next to my time on The Urban Lawyer [law journal] & exec postions in my legal fraternity.)

The experience to be gained here is ridiculous. I'd still be in law school. And be trying cases.

In the year I would be doing this, I would try more jury trials than most trial attorneys do in 5+ years.

I might pee. Must stay hyped. Must sell self. Must sell self. Must sell self. Must look at self objectively as a product the Prosecutors need & must sell self in interview on Friday.

Freaking. The. Fuck. Out.

Shit, I want this.